Dear  L♥VE ,
I used to thought love could never be part of me because everything seen so unrealistic until you came.
You showed me what happiness is. ♥  &when people keep on thinking its not possible, we did. ♥  It only the beginning & we have been arguing , i know we're both trying our best to keep this r/s going.

Do you know I actually ♥ it when you wait for me to end work.
I MISS YOU when we unable to meet.
I'm SCARED when you're angry/pissed.
I'm JEALOUS when you're mention your ex in front of me.
I'm DISAPPOINTED when you got time for your friend but not me.
I'm sorry that I'm being selfish and hurt you at times but seriously, i wish you could know i really feel.
be it bad or good , it's YOU who make me complete & make me unselfish. ♥

do you know I actually feel like i'm isn't myself each time when i am with you? I feel so lost, knowing our r/s is a little messed up, but you know what makes it perfect is when you still wanna be there when things really sucks. & a successful r/s requires falling in love several times with the same person but deeper each time

do you know that i actually feel that we 're more like buddy instead?